more time (update video)(yes im alive)

TL;DW: I had really bad vocal issues and now they are marginally better so I can make stuff again yay. Why yes, I have spent an obscenely large quantity of my life on the popular video game World of Warcraft, how did you know? - Well, hello again. I'm actually Swedish now, isn't that crazy? Sorry I haven't communicated at all, sorry I'm such a mess in the video. But I'm here at least, that's good right, it's gotta count for something, right? Surely? Yes. What I (badly) try to convey in the video is that I will be making videos again, and streaming too when I find the courage. I never wanted to stop but many different things (life, vocal issues, youtube destroying the channel, the list goes on) got in the the way and I just lost motivation. I rise once more from the ashes. Oh? But my voice is different, that's weird. Yeah so the reason I changed my voice to begin with was because I really hated my old voice. But my worries just piled on top of each other and hey apparently that has a physical effect manifesting as... Ta-da! MTD! But I guess we're cool now, and at least it sounds different from how it did back in the day. I don't even know what I sound like now. Mommy? Weird lady next door? Your dad? My dad? No? Just me? Ok sure, I guess I sound like me, I'm fine with that. So anyway I went to the Himalayas (actually it was the Italian Alps), where I met a monk (actually Lisa from Genshin Impact, but it was a person cosplaying her), and I meditated (gave her all my money), and became one with the universe (I did that too). By achieving Nirvana I was able to release all the stress (well most of it anyway), and now I can talk once more. Thank you Lisa. Oh wow, I also have a super fancy 3-D model now (not to be confused the with 3-D glasses even though the model does indeed have glasses, but they are not 3-D glasses, even though the glasses themselves are indeed 3-D). Wow, that's confusing. But yeah Zemla in 3D, fancy eh? Yeah I made her myself, my hands are bleeding for drawing all those flowers. But I'm relatively happy, there are some things I would like to tweak but otherwise I'm happy. At some point I would like to get a proper one made by an actual artist but hey, I get some points for DIY right. Oh right, I am working on a couple videos. I record stuff whenever I feel like it, and that's kind of how it'll be. I'm not gonna pressure myself so I'll just make stuff when I'm in the mood. January has been a bit shit (and christ the weather is just awful fwooof sheesh), but I'm cooking. I have lots of ideas for videos just waiting so they'll come eventually. You know, I really wanted to summarise the video a bit better in the the description but I ended up with this mess and hey it's my mess so I'll keep it. - Anyway, I'm SO FREAKING EXCITED TO BE BACK WOOOOOOOoookay. Seriously though, you can overcome anything. You can do it, if I could overcome this, you can do whatever the freak you want. GOD IT FEELS GOOD TO WRITE A DESCRIPTION AGAIN AAAAAA Love you (platonically). And I missed you. See you soon™.