YA NO ME DAÑES

Hey guys, how are you? It's a pleasure to meet you. I want to share this video with you, which is not only about my experience, but also about my best friend's, and maybe yours. If so, I dedicate it to you with all my heart and truly hope it helps you in some way. We've already reached the point of disrespecting each other, with insults, mild and even harsh rudeness. In our arguments, we no longer hear, "Love, it happened this way, baby, let's talk about it." Instead, we hear something completely different: • You're an idiot if you think that • You're screwed if you think it happened like this • Screw you, it's your problem • I don't give a shit what you think When did we start insulting each other? Why do we allow it? After arguing, all I think about is sleeping so I don't feel that latent, intense pain, but I can't, and even if I do, I wake up so sad and sometimes crying. Why do our fights last so long? Hours of arguing with no good ending, no more harm done. Why does it take so many days for us to apologize? Why do I have to wait so long with a fake smile at home, at school, with my friends? Why do I have to blame myself for something I didn't do, so I can forgive you and go find you? Why do I have to keep waiting for you to feel better? Why do I have to stay in my room, not wanting to get up? I don't want you to hurt me anymore. I don't deserve your insults, nor do you deserve mine. Don't hurt me with insults from someone I'm not. I'm not stupid. I'm not an idiot, I'm not a fool, I'm not that girl you describe when you're mad at me, when you don't believe me, when I'm out with my friends. I'm wonderful, I'm an intelligent girl. I'm a light in my family, I'm a good person. I am an entrepreneur, I am valuable, I am great, I am important. I am beautiful to you, I love your smile. I am your number one fan, I am the one who lights up when I see you. I am the one who gets nervous when I'm around you. I am the one who melts for you. I am the one who loves you. But... you know? Before and during loving you, I love and value every small and large virtue and flaw in myself. I love who I am in the morning without makeup and with a mess of hair. I love my smile that completely creases my face. I love how I communicate with others, even if you don't like it. I love how the clothes I wear look on me, even if you don't. I love hanging out with my friends, even if you don't trust them or me. I love being kind to others, even if it bothers you. I love my body and I will no longer hurt it because I feel guilty about your anger. And I recognize that you don't deserve one more tear from me, one more sleepless night from me, one more bad grade on my report card, one more reprimand at work. That I stop eating, going out, having fun, and being happy. I love myself, I respect myself, and I value myself. You will no longer disrespect me, and I won't disrespect you either. Therefore, I'm walking away so this doesn't come to blows, because the insults are increasing. I love you, but I also love myself, and I don't deserve you treating me and speaking to me like this. Enough is enough! Goodbye Here are my social media accounts: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/yes__jess/?... Facebook:   / jessiesaray   Fanpage:   / yes-jess-483.  . #yesjess #yanomedañes