tehe im back pookies -3- (rambling asmr)

hiiiiiii hehehe ummm didnt mean to like dissapear uhm my bad guys😭🩷 if anyone was worried, im goodddd nothin happened lol. i meant to take a break cause i was exhausted from doin a film project, and then i was just waiting for the school semester to end, and then i was waiting for motivation, and then 2 and a half months passed (　ﾟдﾟ) i think i made a loop of not posting anything cuz i was sad, but not posting made me sad cuz i love doing this, so that just repeated and i eventually was like "ok nah video time hehe" all that to say uh, depression is a stinky little boy, if your depression (or general lack of motivation) is makin you not do things you wanna do, punch the depression in the face ( ˘ω˘ ) it aint always that easy but sometimes it works for me (it do be hard to do tho, dont worry if you strugglin). also like remember to take your meds and get sleep and eat enough and hydrate, it prolly doesnt help that i forget to do all those things like all the time💀 stinky lil brain problems are uh stinky lol. you aint any less of a person just because youre struggling to get stuff done. not everyone needs to hear this but im sayin it even if theres only one person who does. (i dont want this to be parasocial but i also know that feelin like youre the only one who has your problem can become lonely and can sometimes lead to self isolation and self hate) imma try and not disapear again cuz honestly, i wanted to post something the past almost 3 months and was sad that i was bein a perfectionist｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ happy pride month and men's mental health awareness month! 3 (i missed May bein mental health awareness month oopsies(･_･; ) i hope you enjoyed the videoooo hehehehe ^w^ byeeeeee luv u all🩷🩷🩷