a kinda neat thing about my 1st book (when it finally comes out) (no spoilers)

An update about my book regarding something I just realized about it. In case you don’t know, my first book (that I’ll be self-publishing, as well as doing everything else (editing, proofreading, typesetting, cover art, etc.); after all, if you want something done right, you gotta do it yourself, not to mention I'm part anarchist/dadaist, so there's that too)) was originally going to just be a short novella/anthology containing my unpublished writings from 20 years during my early 30’s in the early 2000’s, before I started this channel. I then got creative with it and have since wrote a ~100k word, ~350 page narrative that repurposed those writings. It’s no longer a book about me and them. While those writings are still in it, the book has become a “New Weird”, unconventional, mixed-genre, 2nd person narrative/experience between the reader and it. It's kinda like my ASMR videos. And that’s all I’ll say without spoiling anything else. Even the back cover won't give anything away!