#128 *ASMR* Soft spoken nail polish collection walkthrough

Sooo, it’s been long! I checked and it was exactly 5 months since filming the previous video. I feel kind of out of it after so long, so please be kind. I know there is a lot of disturbance noise from the polishes on the bed, I bought a new holder for my mic to prevent this kind of noise and it obviously did not work at all, so I will take a look at that for the next vid. I did not want to keep it from uploading this however, so even though I’m not completely happy with it, it’s on here anyway! I also realize I barely talked about myself and only the nail polish until the end of the video, but in case you weren’t listening then, I’ll summarize it. I want to have a certain quality of videos. The bar kept rising and at some point I felt like everything I did wasn’t really good enough anymore. So I lost the will, the fun was gone a bit, I had many weekend plans, I was trying to graduate, we got a cat and I can go on forever. I just let it go for a while, seeing if it would get better. It didn’t on its own, so I decided last weekend to kind of just push myself. I kept telling everybody “Yeah, I’m not very active right now, but I plan to be after I graduate”. I’m getting my degree November 1st, so it was time to get back in the saddle! I felt a bit uncomfortable after such a long break, so I feel a bit more anxious during uploading compared to other times. Also I will be moving soon, and I will hopefully live in a quieter house than I live in now. Also I will be unemployed for a while I think, so it’ll give me time to get more active again. I hope to get a more regular upload schedule rolling from January on! Thank you for reading all of this and for sticking with me during my absence. I appreciate it a lot and I hope I can help you relax again with this video. Xx Jolien |Instagram|   / sepiolajolien   |Instagram of my pets|   / emma.and.rats