ASMR Fast Aggressive Triggers ❤️

HELLO ANGELS❤️ I've been listening to a lot of fast and aggressive ASMR lately because my brain has been chaos and wanted to try making a fast and aggressive ASMR video!! Sometimes, having a bunch of noises and things to focus on helps shove out the thoughts in my head you feel me LOL. I'm not sure if I'll keep this video up, I'm still feeling it out... I think I can do fast and aggressive ASMR better but I'm trying to give myself grace knowing that we all start somewhere :') I hope it brings some satisfying feelings to you! It was fun making it!! Okay so now I ramble about what have I been up to!!! I was a whole VENDOR for my first time ever :D !!! :D :D :D If you follow my community posts here or my Instagram story you might have seen me post about it, but TL;DR my friend Jaime asked if I'd be down to collab with her and sell candles at her booth at Anime Expo :'D She asked me literally weeks before Anime Expo so I locked tf in to design and make hundreds of candles. So I began the process of designing art for her labels, getting it commissioned, getting it recommissioned because I wasn't happy with the first final draft, ordering the labels, ordering all the candle supplies, reordering the labels because I ordered the wrong ones the first time, driving hours to and from places to gather supplies, side sweeping the heck out of a car in my frenzy, tanking my car insurance because of it, spiraling, making all the inventory and taking it to the booth to set up and sell for 4 days straight from 8am until 6pm not counting set up and closing whew. This process takes a while because there are so many steps involved so let me tell you we cut it close as heck. This project was why I was so MIA everywhere else this past month tbh bc holy moly I didn't know what I was getting myself in to, Anime Expo is GINORMOUS!! I was so anxious and nervous and physically mentally and emotionally exhausted but everyone was so nice it was definitely worth it all T_T🤍 I think people assume I have a bunch of help, but it's only me over here... I'm literally a team of one... (although I had help at the booth thank the lord) I definitely don't think I'll be doing something like this by myself again but what a great experience and I'm so grateful and happy to have met people and to have rehomed candles that I saw brought so many people joy ;_; If I was awkward or frantic when you met me just know I probably blacked out half the time I was at the booth and I'm very sorry but thank you for stopping by and it was so nice to meet you!! Anime Expo nearly wiped me clean of hundreds of candles, so I'm glad I put in all that work to prepare for it looking back. But yes! I'm honestly still recovering from that crazy time. I'm going to take it easy while I get ready for the fall and holiday season. It's full on summer in California and let me tell you I'm already over this heat wave. Idk about you but I hibernate in the Summer, I'm like a vampire. I do all my work in my apartment and working in the heat really kills the vibe. Between staying creative and inspired, navigating relationships, my internal world, my personal life, my professional life, staying present, working on my future, my past traumas, getting older, keeping up with my health, and everything else involved with living and being a human I'm... I just can't sometimes... if I'm being real. I know I have so much to be grateful for, but man sometimes I just want to crash out. And I know a lot of us are on the same boat. Sigh but yes at the end of the day I'm just a little human who shares a part of her flawed self and life, and who hopefully makes some people feel less alone on this floating rock we live on :') Thank you for reading this episode of my brain's chaos and I hope it, and this video, brought you some enjoyment❤️ You got this, I'm proud of you, and don't give up!! See you soon🤍 xoKimi 💜ASMR Mondays 8pm PST on twitch.tv/angelskimi ---------------------------------------------------------- 🕯️Kimi's Candles: https://angelskimi.store/ ⭐ f o l l o w m e ⭐ Twitch:   / angelskimi   Instagram:   / angelskimi   Twitter:   / angelskimi   Gaming YouTube:    / angelskimi   Twitch VOD Channel:    / @angelskimivods   (All ASMR VODs will be uploaded here) Business Email: [email protected]