Lighter ASMR

(writing this caption before my halloween video goes up) Sorry i havent posted in a month! My homelife is a complete mess, and its affected my mental health in the worse ways unfortunately. but i felt okayish for a few days and recorded so many videos so im just gonna be putting those out for now while i fix my brain! Thank you thank you thank you for reading xoxoxoxo 💋 About the video: I was gonna fully cut out me randomly crying 🙈 just cuz i felt like it ruined the vibe but then as I was editing it, I started laughing cuz I just felt like it was so relatable. Yk? Like trying so hard to mask in public but then eventually all your true feelings just full on escape without consent and you randomly break down. Idk 👀 it’s so embarrassing when it happens but we’re all human and we all have feelings and it’s okay to feel them. We just can’t let them control us. As much as I wanted to just turn off the camera delete the video and cry myself to sleep, I decided to just laugh it off and continue cuz that’s all I really can do at that moment. It was a roughhhh night when I ended the video. But I’m still here. And I personally feel like when you’re in depressive episode just saying “I’m still here” is something to be proud of :) more non crying videos coming soon 😛