ASMR French Press Tingles | Making A MESS (Covfefe) For You & I

Welcome back to our channel family! If you're new here, I want to welcome you to our little family. You are in an extremely safe place, where we only allow love and compassion.. there is room for opinion, but nobody digs or tolerates hate. So welcome again, know you are safe, loved, and welcomed. We sound like a cult, because we probably are. I want to start off by saying that today’s video ended up being very difficult, but I didn’t have the strength to re film it. I thought it’d be good for a laugh, and some undirected relaxation. Until I ended up spilling boiling water on myself but ANYWAY Those of you who know my story (and welcome those who don’t..), I’ve been on a “medication” for several years, known as methadone. It’s been my entire life.. every single morning I would have to wake up and take a dose, and if I’d miss, I’d be extremely ill. This was all my choice as I was a drug addict in my younger years which led to getting on the program. Once I joined, I became addicted to it. I had to be there before anyone else for years, basically it took many things from me mentally and physically because I let it. In October of 2017, I decided to begin the long detox process to make sure my body didn’t suffer as many others do when they leave abruptly from the program. I began doing 3mg a week down to 2, and one. There would obviously be periods where I’d just stay on in fear of being 100% sober.. until a couple of weeks ago I had a little experience (I’ll do a video on this soon) where I went to get my dose, and everything was shown to me.. I just stood in line and watched so many situations between other people unfold and realized I was in those situations so often. That it just wasn’t worth it, and methadone was no longer helping. I needed to take the plunge to get off of it.. I set my date to leave July 9, until I realized our clinic was closed July 4 for Independence Day. I didn’t bring a box that morning for my take home, meaning I wouldn’t get my dose. I’d been on 1mg for two days.. I just said “$&%* it”, and made my decision to leave. SOOOOO with all that being said haha.. I’m pretty sick right now. This video was special to me BEFORE I MESSED IT ALL UP because one of our family members sent this delicious coffee and a self stirring mug. I can’t go to Dunkin for a while due to it being directly in front of the methadone clinic.. so I wanted to do a “making coffee” type bit where I used a French press and blah blah blah ahah you get it. I failed this one, but it’s still funny. It made me laugh a lot as uncomfortable as I was. I want to share that with you. Everything I go through, I share with you. So please give me some time, I’m going to stick with some sound and trigger videos for this week ahead. I don’t have it in me to do a role play for a few days. I just want to do what I love and have my family here with me. You guys and ASMR. I hope this video makes you laugh.. I LOVE you.. with all of my person. I’ll see you tomorrow. ~ ~ ~ ~ My “NSFW” Side Of ASMR, 18+ ONLY: https://www.patreon.com/KarunaSatoriASMR MY ASMR ALBUM, AVAILABLE FOR STREAM & DOWNLOAD: NEWEST ALBUM JUNE 2018 (Hypnosis Clinic | Past Life Regression): https://swm.lnk.to/hypnosis MARCH 2018 (Sleep Clinic | Personal Attention) https://swm.lnk.to/sleepclinic ~ ~ MY SIDE CHANNEL, "Karuna Satori BASIC": https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9lODZJAUfs-Xi0zJhB7sTg?app=desktop ONE MORE CHANNEL? WHO COULD IT BE?! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC92C4ukr8R8D41oML2Q0frQ MY YOUNOW: https://www.younow.com/KarunaSatoriASMR/channel ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 📝💌📬💕 Sarah Dishong P.O Box 151 Windber PA, 15963 💕📬💌📝 Wishes ~ https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/2D9SVKMHYMJU5 PAYPAL: [email protected] ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SOCIAL MEDIA & BUSINESS INQUIRIES FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100010590303184 SNAPCHAT: @karunaASMR INSTAGRAM: @_karunasatoriasmr TUMBLR, 18+ https://karunasatoriasmr.tumblr.com/page/2 BUSINESS EMAIL - Sponsorships, Collaborations, & Commissions ONLY - [email protected]