Indirect ASMR Ramble: Passive ASMR of me talking to myself while looking at recipes

I just love when people talk to themselves, and since I'm a crazy cat lady, I do it all the time. Here, witness the Springbok in her natural habitat, rambling while flipping through cookbooks. Complete with writing sounds and cupcake pictures. Please forgive the shaky cam and janky auto-focus. This was just a trial run and I promise to get the technical issues worked out. Also, I wanted to send major love your way--I got to read through a lot of your messages this weekend in my hotel and it was enormously touching and sweet. I promise to get through more soon, but please know you are all the bright, bright stars in my eyes. Also, any ideas for the "glamping" bachelorette party I'm throwing would be rad! I realize this may be a dangerous question to ask the internet, so nothing about livestock and pillow fights, all right?

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