asmr whisper ramble | let’s talk about mental health | heart anxiety & cardiophobia 😕❤️‍🩹

hi guys… please take everything I say in this video with a grain of salt. this is just what I’ve been going through that I haven’t been telling you guys about, in the past year and so :( it’s been so debilitating having to deal with these thoughts everyday and not even being able to control them, and being able to say that the reason I feel like this is because I have “anxiety” has made it a lot easier for me because I feel like there’s finally an explanation for why I’m like this and that maybe I’m not “crazy” after all, since a lot of others go through this. I know I’ve never been professionally diagnosed with anxiety, ptsd etc but hopefully I can get the therapy I need soon to get that answer and know for sure what’s going on. ily guys and just wanted to let you know what’s been going on, and try and see if any of you guys would be able to relate. cardiophobia and thanatophobia has been taking a toll on my daily life and mental health. hopefully none of you have to go through that :( -moonlight💗 also update: I just took a beta blocker, specifically bisoprolol (a pill that slows your heart rate) since my heart rate is at 100+ bpm bc of my anxiety and it will just not go down no matter what I do. this is the first time I’ve taken a heart medication so hopefully I don’t suffer from any life threatening side effects 😀👍 ☾S U B S C R I B E☾ to be a part of our moon family!! 🥺 : https://bit.ly/3iNMcVR if you want to support me, make sure to like, comment, share & turn on the notification bell as well! it helps more than you know ♥︎ ✨ s o c i a l s ✨ instagram♡: @moonlightingles twitter♡: @moonlightingles tiktok♡: @moonlightingles discord server♡:   / discord   (join if you want to personally chat with me and other lovely moonbabies! 🌙) ✍︎ e m a i l ✍︎ (for sponsorships / business inquiries): [email protected] $ support me!! $ MEMBERS:    / @moonlightingles   join to become a moonbaby MEMBER of this moon family!! you'll get exclusive emojis, badges, members only live chats/streams, early access, and exclusive videos!! PATREON:   / moonlightingles   (exclusive videos, early access, behind the scenes content, etc!) PAYPAL: https://paypal.me/moonlightingles (for if you feel the need to donate / give back 🥺 thank you so much!! 💗) CUSTOM VIDEOS: please fill out this google form to order a custom video! keep in mind that I don't do anything sensual/sexual 🤍 https://forms.gle/AgoNfiB8H4hspBD8A thank you all so much for your support!! thank you for helping me get closer to my dreams. i appreciate you with all my heart. ❤️ #asmrwhisperramble #asmrwhispering #cardiophobia #thanatophobia #cardiacanxiety #heartanxiety #deathanxiety #anxiety #asmrmentalhealth #healthanxiety