2019 Update. Where I've Been.

I am now realizing that the visual I chose for this video is way too light, airy and dreamlike for the audio content. Welp. Hi. I delve into quite a few potentially triggering topics so please watch with caution. I get a little #vaguebook towards the end and it's only because I'm protecting myself and my family. I want to tell you the whole entire story of this last year (not like you'd care) because even to this very moment, things are ever changing and it's really tough. I hope in time I can tell you more. My family and I have some really rough times ahead of us. I would truly appreciate your support and keeping us in your thoughts and prayers. We need all the help we can get right now.

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