ASMR Random Triggers

This is such a random video :/ I’ve been gone for awhile and filmed a makeup video as I kinda talked about it but I didn’t like how it turned out so I deleted it. I filmed this one a few days after, thinking I’ve already explained everything which is why I don’t mention AT ALL how I’ve been gone for nearly 2 months. But yeah! Basically I lost the last of my 2 rats and have been going through it. Due to this it kind of just triggered a lot of mental health issues that I’ve been struggling with but have been trying to hide as much as possible but it got pretty difficult so I decided to go back on medication. It was a tough decision as I’m someone whos extremely comfortable feeling depressed that sometimes it can be extremely hard to feel anything else (sounds weird but it’s hard to explain). Even if it is some kind of happiness. Hopefully everything works the way it’s supposed to and I can snap back!! Thank you for caring enough to read my bio! (I know a lot of ppl don’t) Xoxoxo

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