This is a raw audio that was really emotional to make. My heart really goes out to anyone that has ever struggled with these thoughts. I hope that hearing this can bring awareness and perhaps even some comfort. But please know that this isn't a replacement for getting professional help. And there is nothing wrong with getting that help for yourself. You deserve it. Hotline and information: https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topic... I know this is a very. very sensitive topic. Please feel free to skip this on if you find the topic triggering. And please be kind to one another in the comments.
To listen while using other apps, switch the player to Picture-in-Picture (PiP) during playback — it keeps playing in a small floating window (the screen stays on).
To listen with the screen fully off, in-browser playback stops by YouTube's design. Open the video in the YouTube app to keep listening where background playback is supported (e.g. with YouTube Premium).
Open in YouTube app