ASMR. A brief neurological examination from an unqualified, unprofessional woman.

I don't know what description fits this video, so I'll duplicate it remotely. Every day we are given a choice, and our destiny, our life, depends on it. And this is no joke. It's not just one action, but an entire daily routine, from "what time to get up" to "how to spend my free time." Every choice we are given determines what kind of person we will be, how we will live. This fact either brings joy, or it leads to endless self-depression, the realization that "it could have been better," that you could and can change everything, but you do nothing. So, the problem is you? What kind of person are you if you don't even choose the best outcome for yourself? Do you enjoy suffering? Do you enjoy the feeling of helplessness in the face of a cruel life, when it opens up to you and gives you a choice, a wonderful choice, which, if you make it, will make you happy, just as it hoped. But you...? And the daily routine becomes scary, somehow uneasy, uncomfortable, and I want to urgently do something spontaneous, even at a loss, just to avoid living day after day like an office worker. Sometimes I just want to be that office worker who's comfortable in his own routine, who loves that feeling of security when he already knows how this, the next, and all the other days will go. It seems like you need to adhere to a strategy of discipline and routine to live well and happily, to cultivate a decent, disciplined, and responsible person. But is that really happiness? Isn't happiness about seizing the moment? Enjoying all the spontaneity and adventures life offers? Happiness is anything but the uncertainty of whether you'll live through tomorrow, or the certainty that tomorrow will be the same as today. Every person has the right to decide how to live, and every sufferer has chosen to suffer. Of course, everything also depends on genetics, but this natural component gives us 100% of ourselves, and what we create from ourselves makes us who we are. TGK: https://t.me/hausino